Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Suffocation

The power went out yesterday on our block for the night. I wouldn't really mind, but the AC seems to run on electricity too so I was stuck sleeping with all my windows open, which apparently wasn't enough as I had lots of interesting dreams and woke up because I had trouble breathing. The first dream I remember vividly had me in my room going to sleep but with the lights working. Everything was the same except that there was a TV in the corner across from the door. Apparently I was watching porn, and because I was worried about my Mom hearing it, I turned the TV more in the bed's direction. The porn movie was more like a bunch of naked people getting in a pool together and laughing and talking etc. Then I somehow got transported into the movie (naked of course) and I jumped in the pool and had sex with this hot chick who doesn't resemble anyone I know. It was pretty weird because my mind could generate the feelings associated with all this stuff that I haven't done (and we did a lot in the pool), except penetration. Also throughout this whole time I had trouble breathing in my dreams, but it was much more severe and I got these tiny gulps of air that somehow kept me going.

My second dream had a lot of videogame references, mostly Warcraft 3 and RPGish shit. I was in the sewers and in this random offshoot, there was this giant hall with occult symbols on the wall. It was an empty flat space, then a dropoff, and everything was made out of conrete. After the drop off there were rounded, but somewhat polygonal walls with cracks and crevices and alcoves suspended hundreds of feet above the floor of the dropoff. Looked like there was a primitive town or something below. Right before the drop off in the middle of the hall was this giant spiderlike symbol with these many legs and it was like 2 and a half men tall. I don't quite remember what happened in the beginning but somehow I became a prisoner of the Lord who resided there who was some sort of demon or something. I don't remember seeing him, but I knew that if I went past a certain point he would appear. So I was climbing around the rocks trying to find a way down I think when a spirit flew up to me that I later realized looked like a faerie from fable with its body cut off and replaced by a green warcraft 3 banshee. She flew around and talked to me a lot, and for some reason I started liking her or something, and I was apparently the only companion she'd ever had that she found interesting. So while I was climbing around we talked and I found out she was trapped there by the Lord somehow, I think with chains on the altar thing in the middle. I had gotten some of the way down when I heard footsteps and this party came into the hall. The Dread Lord appeared, I could see his wings, and all these minions went through the back walls of the suspended alcoves slowly, like you know when they spawn in cheap games. Then the Paladin who was the leader of the invading party cast some sort of Holy Light which sent out these yellowish fireballs at all the enemies that curved a bit that I later realized looked like sunray spells from Return to Krondor. ALl the minions died and the Dread Lord was hurt and the spirit wanted me to go with her, down lower so they couldn't see us, and she somehow pulled me, but I held on to this orangish iron ladder rung that happened to be there with one hand and saw her go down alone, while the party up in the hall killed the Dread Lord very quickly and left, as I was thinking that they must have done this like a 100 times for experience. Then I don't remember part of it or it just jumped and I was at the bottom of the dropoff and apparently there was a goblin town there, and the spirit was around too, and this goblin screamed, "Dirty human" and ran away on his thin green legs with torch in hand. Then it jumped again and I was on top overlooking the hall from the entrance from the sewers. Then I was suddenly at this party in someone's backyard with a pool and with everyone wearing swimsuits, and I saw this old grandma (in a swimsuit) hobbling along past me, after which I realized it was her face the spirit had, except a bit younger, and I thought to myself in the dream, "What did I ever see in her, my god this is so disturbing..."

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Kirill I am waiting for your next post. It's been a rough 13 days without your brilliant fluctuations between deep hatred, sentimentality, and bizarreness.

11:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

kirill, are you a registered member of ariel's forum, is that an imposter?

-meredith

9:28 PM  
Blogger Ataraxis said...

An imposter.

1:46 PM  
Blogger Ataraxis said...

That is an impostor.

1:49 PM  

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