Back from a slumber.

I feel better than I have ever in my entire life. It actually doesn't seem empty anymore. I've never had even a semblance of purpose in what I do and I had to create everything about myself. For the first time in my life I have actually cared. Many people have no idea what it feels to truly not care at all about anything and how enlightening it is to experience something totally radical like caring for someone. It's a personal revelation. I have been given a taste of happiness and it has stunned me. I just came back from hanging out with my friends and all we did was just talk about life. And by life I don't mean about what someone did yesterday, but actual real issues like what it's about. I feel more complete than I have felt for a long time. Sounds like some hippie bullshit, but I'll assure you it isn't. You really had to be there. Anyone who compares us to the DC or SS should have someone politely point out to them that they're making a gross generalization and if they got to know us they would find we're good, deserving people.

I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you. Thank you for at least giving me a chance and seeing something in me that I didn't see myself. I love you all.